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Parshat Vayeira:  Connecting with your Emotions, Crying Out in Prayer (Word Study ‘za’akah)

I was taught by an elder that when you pray, pray until the spirit wells up with you.   That is, connect with your emotions when you pray – feelings of joy, sadness, fear, pain, remorse, etc. – in order to really ‘pour out your heart’ (Tehillim) and connect with Elohim.  Having these kinds of honest conversations are how we break through in prayer.

In Torah last week (parshat Vayeira), we read that because the Children of Israel cried out in prayer ( za’aaku), they were heard on high:

  • Exo 2:23 – “And it came to pass in the process of time, that the king of Egypt died: and the children of Israel sighed by reason of the bondage, and they cried, H2199 (Za’ak) and their cry (za’akah)came up unto Elohim by reason of the bondage.”

The Hebrew word used here is Za’ak, which means ‘to cry out, to shriek (from anguish or danger)’; ‘to cry out, exclaim, especially for sorrow, as complaining and imploring aid.’ (Strongs & Gesenius) https://www.blueletterbible.org/lexicon/h2199/kjv/wlc/0-1/ 

The definition of za’ak gives us more context to the depth of emotions the Israelites were pouring into their prayers.  Synonyms for shriek are:  scream, roar, howl, bellow, bawl, shout…. So, when it says the Israelites ’zaaku,’ it meant they were lifting up the kind of heart wrenching cries that a get your attention – shrieking, yelling, screaming, shouting even –  to let the Almighty know the type of urgent danger they were in, and a desperate plea for help.  

In context, the Israelites had a lot to cry out (za’ak) about, as they were victims of cruel and merciless slavery which came with every form of violence, injustice, dehuminization possible and worst of all – infanticide.  

So, what was Elohim’s response to this kind of emotional pleading and crying out for help in prayer?  

  • ”7 And Hashem said, I have surely seen the oni ami (affliction of My people) which are in Mitzrayim, and have heard their cry (Za’akah) by reason of their nogesim (taskmasters); for I know their makhovim (sufferings); 8 And I am come down to deliver them out of the yad Mitzrayim, and to bring them up out of that land unto an eretz tovah, a spacious eretz zavat cholov udevash; unto the place of the Kena’ani, and the Chitti, and the Emori, and the Perizzi, and the Chivi, and the Yevusi.”
  • “9 Now therefore, hinei, the cry of the Bnei Yisroel is come unto Me; and I have also seen the oppression wherewith the Egyptians oppress them. 10 Come now therefore, and I will send thee unto Pharaoh, that thou mayest bring forth My people the Bnei Yisroel out of Mitzrayim.”

Of course, Elohim – being the loving Father that He is – heard the heart wrenching cries (za’akah) of His people and sent Moshe to deliver them (hatzal) (rescue), yeshua (save), hatza’ah (bring out) – to freedom (chuf’sha) from the pangs of captivity.

The Tehillim further testify of this truth, that the Almighty hears the cries (za’akah) of His afflicted:

“For he shall deliver the evyon (needy) when he crieth (za’akah); the oni (poor, afflicted) also, and him that hath no ozer (helper). He shall pity the weak and evyon (needy), and yoshi’a (he shall save) the nefashot of the evyonim (needy). He shall be the Go’el Redeemer of their nefesh from deceit and chamas; and precious shall their dahm be in his sight.” ‭‭Tehillim‬ ‭72‬:‭12‬-‭14‬ ‭TOJB2011‬‬

In conclusion, the next time when you or your people are in the throes of distress, remember how the Israelites cried out (za’aku) before Elohim with all their emotions.  Or Whether it be extreme joy or pain, let the example of our ancestors guide you in prayer by stirring up the spirit of your soul with the ancient practice of pouring out your sincere heartfelt emotion before the One who hears sincere prayers of the afflicted and saves – YHWH יהוה אלוהי השמיים.

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‘Lay Down Your Guns’ – Youth Caught in Crossfire

‘Lay Down Your Guns’ Backstory (part 1) – Youth Caught in Crossfire

Children quote Mt. 18.10

When my family came back to the U.S. from Israel over ten years ago, we settled in the Bay Area of California.  At that time, Richmond and Oakland were leading the country as two of the most violent cities in America to live in.  So, as strange as it sounds, I went through a period of ‘gun violence culture shock.’  You see, I had lived in Israel a number of years during a time of peace, where life was pretty simple.  

Back then, kids in Israel could run and play carefree around the neighborhood without fear.  And although this privilege was abused by some (i.e. ‘Where is that child’s mama?’), it was no small matter that you as a parent never had to worry about someone snatching your child off the street – or just as terrifying – your baby getting intentionally murdered or caught in the crossfire of gang or street violence.

So, fast forward Babylon, headlines here were filled with the horror of young black and brown faces whose young lives were being snuffed out in showers of gunfire, caught in the crossfire of bloody gang terrorism or outright assassinated.  It was horrifying! And As families mourned their children, their grief was often compounded by a code of silence in the community that deadlocked any real convictions.  

This was the bloody landscape that gave birth to the lyrics of the original version of ‘Lay Down Your Guns.’  

Lay Down Your Guns – Verse One:

“Let the innocent (man’s soul) go free
Blessed be the man of peace
Cursed be the wicked, prey upon the weak
Let all this war and fighting cease”

The first line of the song says, ‘Let the innocent go free.’  Who are the innocent? All unarmed civilians are innocent.  Yet, our youth are the most vulnerable and innocent of all. It is our job to protect them, yet they are paying the worst price for this country’s insatiable lust for guns.

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8-year-old Alaysha Carradine. CBS News 10/02/2013

The precious little face of 8-year-old Alaysha Carradine is hard to forget.  This sweet little girl, lovingly called ‘Ladybug’ by her family, was killed in 2013 during a sleepover at a friend’s house when a gang member rang the doorbell and riddled the apartment front door with gunfire as she walked toward it.   Although her killers have been caught and sentenced, the mother and family will live with this trauma forever. 

Sadly, a shocking 21 children under the age of 17 were caught in crossfire and lost their lives to gun violence in Oakland to  from 2011 to 2013.  During this time, Lay Down Your Guns was written.   Insanly, some of these 21 children were literally babies.

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Carlos Nava and Hiram Lawrence, Jr. CBS News 12.16.2011.

In 2011, 23-month-old Hiram Lawrence Jr. was shot in the head by a stray bullet while sitting in a car with his father during the filming of a rap video.  In that same year, 3-year-old Carlos Nava was killed in a drive by shooting, while his mother pushed him in a stroller on a two-block walk home on International Boulevard from the store.

If the facts and faces of these children does not stir your emotions,  then you may not have a pulse at all.  But we need to do more than just feel the depth of this tragedy, we must do something NOW!  Lay down your weapons and push for gun control laws that make sense.   The article ‘What can I do about Gun Control,’ from The Cut will give you some solid answers on how you can become active for this important crucial cause – gun control.

Here’s the first version of the song Lay Down Your Guns over the Wailer’s ‘Lively Up Yourself’ Riddim, from Reggae Gyal’s International Women’s Day Concert at Pier 23 in San Francisco feat. Queen Makedah and the Sheba Warriors Band:

Lay Down Your Guns only begins to channel the collective emotional trauma of  the mothers and fathers, the youth, and the communities suffering from this plague, who are crying out to mankind, ‘Lay down your guns!’  My prayer is that this song will inspire you and many to do just that, put down your weapons and work for peace.  

You can also support my new album.  A remix of ‘Lay Down Your Guns’ is one of the final songs to be recorded for the ‘Peace Process’ album to finally be released in Spring of 2019.  If you’d like to contribute to the album, visit the Peace Process Go Fund Me page.

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Reference:  

‘Caught in the Crossfire,’ Mercury News, 08/07/2013.

https://www.mercurynews.com/2013/08/07/caught-in-the-crossfire-21-children-have-been-shot-and-killed-in-oakland-since-2011/